jovi's back ((:
and once again the house is filled with her incessant shrieks and cries
and of cos..her lovely laughter and giggles and her smile that can melt even the coldest hearts
to see her eyes light up and shine
her deep dimples appear
and her lips turn up in a smile
i would go to the ends of earth and back
or even turn myself into a ridiculous idiot muttering nonensically in front of her..
oh yes i love her so

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

tell me why do we keep deceiving ourselves?
why wont you let go?
when theres nothing left to hold on to.
is there?